Almond Butter Cookies

So... I made these to go with coffee at a dinner party. The recipe is from King Arthur Flour's webpage for Holiday Butter Cookies. Didn't think they were all that at first, but dressed-up with egg yolk and a sprinkling of almonds, they were lovely!

ALMOND BUTTER COOKIES

Adapted from King Arthur Flour

5oz Icing Sugar, sifted

9oz Salted Butter, softened

1 Egg Yolk

A pinch of Salt

1/2 teaspoon Vanilla Essence

11.5oz Plain Flour

1 Egg Yolk plus 1 teaspoon Water, mixed together
Almond Nibs

Place Butter and Sugar in a bowl. With spatula mix till combined. Mix in the Egg Yolk and Vanilla (or flavouring of your choice) making sure it is thoroughly combined into the creamed mixture.

Gently fold in the Salt and Flour. Mix with the spatula until the dough comes together and away from the sides of the bowl cleanly. Divide dough into half, shrink wrap and leave in fridge overnight.

The next day, remove one half of the dough from the fridge. Leave on kitchen counter top for 30 minutes. Then remove the shrink wrap and place dough between 2 sheets of plastic. Working quickly, roll dough to the desired thickness, cut shapes and place on a baking tray lined with baking paper until all the dough is used up. (At this point, you can either finish-up or do the same with the second bit of dough still in the fridge.)

Brush the biscuits with the additional Egg Yolk mixed with 1 teaspoon of Water. Sprinkle each biscuit with Almond Nibs.

Bake in a moderate oven (about 155 Celsius) for 20 - 25 minutes until the edges are lightly browned. Then remove from the oven and cool on the tray for about 20 minutes. Remove and store in an airtight container.

Chocolate Biscuits

If chocolate milk were a biscuit, this is what it would be. I think. Deeper and darker in taste perhaps, but still meltingly lush.

CHOCOLATE BISCUITS

125g Salted Butter, softened

50 - 60g Icing Sugar, sifted

1/4 teaspoon Vanilla Essence

130g Plain Flour

2 tablespoons good quality Cocoa Powder, sifted

Place the Butter and Sugar in a bowl. With a spatula gently mix together till combined. Add the Vanilla and mix into the creamed mixture. Add Flour and Cocoa Powder. Mix with spatula until the dough comes together.

You will know when to stop as the dough will leave the sides of the bowl cleanly.

Divide dough equally and roll into little balls. Place balls on a baking tray lined with baking paper about 1 inch apart. Press the little balls down with the back of a fork.

Bake in a moderate oven (about 155 Celsius) for about 20 to 25 minutes. When done, let the biscuits cool on the tray for about 20 minutes. Then remove from tray and store in an airtight container.

Notes
I use Kerrygold Irish salted butter.
I use Valrhona cocoa powder.
If you like a sweeter biscuit, you can add up to 70g icing sugar.
Biscuits will spread a bit while baking, so don't place them too close together.

Nigel Slater's Very Good Chocolate Brownies

I had lots of chocolate on hand, so armed with an article from the Guardian UK I tried Nigel's recipe for Very Good Chocolate Brownies.

The ingredients are the usual suspects which go into most brownies i.e. butter, sugar, chocolate, some cocoa, eggs and strangely baking powder. The method, however, is different. The recipe requires you to cream the butter and sugar till light fluffy first, then beat in the eggs followed by folding in of the chocolate and subsequently the dry ingredients. I added a dash of vanilla because that's what I like, though this is essentially supposed to be a no vanilla brownie.

The result? A really light crumbly brownie that melts on your tongue. There is no other way to describe it. While the flavour is spot on, I'm not sure I like the texture. My chocolate heart tells me that brownies should be denser and slightly chewy. Also too much work for such a simple delight. I'd be happier being able to whip a batch of brownies that required one to melt the butter, mix everything up in just one saucepan and be ready for the oven in 15 minutes flat.

Please follow the link for the full recipe of Nigel Slater's Very Good Chocolate Brownies. What I have written out here is a much abreviated version of it.

VERY GOOD CHOCOLATE BROWNIES

300g Caster Sugar

250g Butter, softened

250 Chocolate, of which 200g is to be melted and the remainder 50g chopped into pieces

3 Whole Eggs and 1 Egg Yolk, lightly beaten with fork

60g Plain Flour

1/2 teaspoon Baking Powder

60 Cocoa Powder

Dash of Vanilla

Preheat the oven to 180 Celsius. Line a 10 inch x 10 inch square tin with foil. Set aside.

Cream Butter and Sugar until light and fluffy. With the mixer still running add in the Egg bit by bit taking care that all the Egg mixture is well combined with the Butter and Sugar. Fold in melted Chocolate. Fold in Plain Flour, Baking and Cocoa Powders. Fold in Chocolate pieces.

Scrape mixture into prepared tin and bake for 20 - 30 minutes. At 20-minute mark, poke skewer through the middle. It should come out with slightly wet batter sticking to it. Remove from oven. If still very liquid, leave until the 30-minute mark and test again. It should not take more than 30 minutes to bake.

Leave to cool completely in tin before cutting into squares.  

Some thoughts on blogging and a touch of Christmas gone by...

I never thought I'd say this, but I am beginning to think that professional bloggers, really don't have anything else going on in their lives besides blogging.

I've spent half of the morning, just trying to get photos uploaded on the blog which is such a waste of precious weekend time. Time which could be used otherwise i.e. baking something delicious, visiting friends, napping, etc.

My posts are far apart and for that I am telling the whole world today 'I am glad'. It means that I have other things to do than rushing home after work to update the blog; spending even more time in front of the computer than I already do in a day at work; and it means I have a LIFE outside blogging. So Hurrah for that today... the day of small mercies.

However, all this slowness may well be the fault of my dear service provider a.k.a. Maxis? Anyway... before I waste more precious weekend time on the computer, I'm signing off with photos of my Christmas biscuits. Recipes may follow later... if at all.

Cheers!

Cornflakes Biscuits and Butter Biscuits with a bit of pink bling

Pineapple and Raspberry Jam Tarts... these were good even if I do say so myself

The year has finally begun

Someone once said that the new year comes with the gift of twelve wrapped months. January has since been unwrapped of course, and yet it feels like the year has finally begun to me.

All I have wanted to do since Christmas was to clean, clean, clean my room. Today it's finally done, with the help of an Angel. It took an entire day, but it's done. Before I say goodbye to the week before and hello to the one ahead, it is fitting to write something here for the first time this year.

I blessed a great many things and gave them away today. Things with too much sentimentality attached to it, and those with none. Stuffy wuffs, books and decorative items collected on my travels. Of the entire lot, the one I will most miss is a stuffy-wuff named Teddy.

He was given to me by my father many, many moons ago when I was four or five years old. Poor Teddy has been slowly coming apart at the seams (literally) for years. I loathed to give him up, so he stayed in a plastic bag for years. I had one last look at him today. I'm sad. Very sad to let him go, but I must. And so he went.

After a long, tiring day of cleaning, I've had a lavendar bath and lit a candle to remember my mother. I secretly hope that wherever she is, she will see my light and know that I am thinking of her.

Soon, I hope to tell you about the Flapjacks I made during tea break this afternoon. They are really good... and sinful!

In the meantime, goodnight and a pleasant week ahead.

Orange Butter Biscuits and my new toy

These biscuits were a trip down memory lane. My mother used to make them in her light blue Sawa 71 for years until it broke in the late-80s.

After she passed on, I found the Sawa 71 tucked away at the back of her baking cupboard. It was in pristine condition and kept in its original box. However, the Sawa was well and truly broken.

There was nothing left to do but throw it away, despite not wanting to. Still, I wanted to hang on to it in some way, so I kept the metal discs which used to press out all my favourite biscuit shapes as a child. Hoping that one day I would be able to use it to press the same shapes out again. Of course, I put it away and forgot about it until... today!

Last week on a visit to Pastry Pro for some vanilla, I picked-up a Wilton Comfort Grip Cookie Press. Yesterday I tried it out with a simple butter biscuit recipe which worked beautifully.

This evening, just as I was about to put the washed and cleaned Cookie Press away, I remembered the metal discs I'd saved. They fit the Cookie Press perfectly and I am SO pleased. I've washed and cleaned them all. They are now lying on a towel air-drying in the kitchen. I cannot wait to use them. Perhaps next weekend when I have some time again.

Meanwhile, here's the recipe for yesterday's butter biscuits. It is quite a versatile dough, so you can flavour it as you like. I'm going to try making some chocolate biscuits next!

ORANGE BUTTER BISCUITS

Adapted from Obsessed with Baking

8 ounces Salted Butter, just softened

3 ounces Icing Sugar, sifted

1/4 teaspoon Sea Salt

1 Egg Yolk

10 ounces Plain Flour, sifted

1/4 teaspoon Vanilla Essence

1/2 teaspoon Vanilla Bean Paste

Grated zest of 1 large Orange

Cream butter and sugar with an electric mixer for 10 seconds. Add in salt, egg yolk, essence, paste and zest and cream for 5 seconds. Gently fold in flour by hand, just until all the flour is absorbed into the creamed mixture. Set aside. Follow manufacturer's instructions to prepare the Cookie Press with your favourite shaped disc. (You can change disc shapes in between batches) Fill the Cookie Press with the prepared biscuit dough and press out shapes accordingly onto a baking tray. Chill the pressed out dough in the fridge for about 15 minutes. Bake in a moderate oven for about 20 - 25 minutes until the biscuits are barely golden. (I baked my biscuits at 145 Celsius and switched the trays around midway for even baking) Leave to cool completely on the tray and store in an airtight container.  

Happy Birthday Mummy!

One day late. I'd never baked for her birthday when she was alive, but I'd like to think that it isn't too late. Started at 7.30am this morning and done two hours later. I'm happy with them. They're homey and pretty. Beautiful cakes for a beautiful soul.

MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY CUPCAKES

Cupcakes

Grate the zest of a Whole Orange into a large bowl. Add in 4 ounces of Softened Butter, 2 ounces of Caster Sugar and 3 tablespoons of your best Marmalade (homemade is what I used). Mix well with an electric mixer. Add in 2 Whole Eggs one by one, mixing well after each addition. Fold in 4 ounces of Self-Raising Flour and a 60g packet of Ground Almonds. When mixture is thoroughly combined, divide into 12 cupcake cases and bake for about 20 minutes at 160 Celsius. Cupcakes are done once a skewer poked through the middle comes out clean. Set aside to cool.

Icing

Take some sieved Icing Sugar, Softened Butter and Orange Essence. Mix well together with a spoon. Icing should be just the right texture for spreading with a pallet knife and not runny. Spread the icing over the cupcakes and flatten it out over the cakes. Finish off with a sugar flower each and a light sprinkling of tiny silver dragees.

Happy Birthday Mummy!

Butter Cake, after many tries to get it right

No long stories after the absence from blogging. It's just been busy at work, but I haven't stopped baking! I've baked quite a few things in the past few weeks, but the one I've really been trying to master is a simple butter cake.

I've experimented and experimented with numerous recipes for butter cake and this weekend, I finally found the right balance for a butter cake that I like. It has enough butter, enough sugar and is a lovely yellow colour with a moist crumb. Next up is a marble cake using this recipe as a base. Wish me luck!

BUTTER CAKE

250g Salted Sutter, at room temperature

200g Caster Sugar

3 Whole Eggs + 4 Egg Yolks

1 teaspoon Vanilla Essence

200g Self-Raising Flour

Butter and flour an 8 inch round tin.

Cream butter and sugar really well with an electric mixer for at least 5 minutes until the mixture is realy pale and looks like thick cream. Add in whole eggs and yolks one by one, beating until just combined with each addition. Add in vanilla. Fold in flour by hand until just absorbed. Once done, give the mixture a quick whizz with the electric beaters (just to ensure that all the flour has been absorbed) for a few seconds.

Scrape batter into the prepared tin. Bake at 160 Celsius for about 1 hour or until a skewer poked through the middle of the cake comes out clean. Remove tin from oven and let the cake cool for about 25 minutes in the tin. Then turn out onto a wire rack and let it finish cooling before cutting.

Kipper Cutlets

So I don't like kippers. Perhaps I hate kippers. I'm certainly not a fan of kippers... now that I've had them. I found some frozen smoked Scottish kippers in the local supermarket recently. Having read a lot about them and watching a River Cottage episode that featured them, I just had to have some. They were expensive!

Well naturally since they're native to a country that leagues away west. Anyway, I followed the instruction on the packet, which was to boil the the pack in water until the butter in it melted, open the pack (this is where I ran into trouble) and eat it on bread with butter.  

Despite the fact that I live in a country where people eat all sorts of smelly food i.e. durian; I really couldn't stomach the smell of kippers once I opened the pack. I felt like throwing it away, but I couldn't just bin it because it cost the earth, so here's what I did.

I boiled some potatoes, mashed it, mashed the kipper fillets together with it, added some turmeric powder, cumin powder, crushed black pepper, rolled them into large balls, flattened them slightly and breaded them in some breadcrumbs. They got fried and eaten with some mayonnaise and chilli sauce.

I may not like kippers, but I do like kipper cutlet. Occasionally. Once in a blue moon perhaps? Let's just say - to quote a friend of mine - 'I've been there, done that and bought the t-shirt'.

Orange Brandy Marmalade

This is a deep, dark, bold, bittersweet marmalade with a bit of bite.

I'm speechless. I thought I'd have something witty and clever to say in this post but nothing's coming to mind right now. So this is it. I tried my hand at marmalade and on the third attempt got it right. The first was delicious but didn't set. So I went out to get some pectin. I added it to the second batch, which was a teeny tiny test batch and it ended-up setting like concrete. I then did some more research on marmalades online and made the third batch... which succeeded! 

I found Cara Cara oranges by accident and used them instead of the regular Navel or Valencia varieties. The flesh of the Cara Cara ranges from a deep pink to a light red. It makes a lovely jam. No point looking for Seville oranges as there's none to be had in this country.

I am well-pleased, though I do not for one moment think this victory is all mine. I had a muse you see.  His name is Paddington Bear. (I knew I did good by kidnapping him for awhile) Before she complains long and loud, I should publicly thank his owner for allowing me to kidnap him for a bit. So Miss Paddington... I thank you from the bottom of my heart for loaning him to me. A bottle of successful marmalade awaits you.

There he is... my darling muse... and my precious sugar termometer

ORANGE BRANDY MARMALADE

Loosely based on Delia Smith's Dark, Chunky Marmalade

1.35 kg Sunkist Cara Cara Oranges

2 Lemons

3 litres Water

400g Demerara Sugar

600g Fine Granulated Sugar

100ml Brandy

Slice all the fruit in half. Place in a large, deep pot and bring to the boil. Simmer gently for 2 hours. Top water occasionally back to 3 litres (you have to eyeball this) every now and then. After 2 hours, remove from fire, let it cool completely, then separate the fruit from the liquid.

Scoop out the flesh of the fruit (including any seeds), along with some of the softened white part of the rind.

Put all this onto a piece of muslin/cheesecloth. Hold up the edges of the cloth and twist it to into a secure ball. Now, squeeze the ball with all your might to get every bit of liquid in it out. Once done, add this liquid back into the pot. Discard the contents of the cloth.

Cut up the rind according to your taste i.e. fine or rough cut. add this into the pot as well. Cover the pot and leave it to stand overnight.

The next day, put the pot on low fire, attach a sugar thermometer to the side of the pot and add in the sugar. Do not let the liquid come to the boil before all the sugar is melted.

Once the sugar is all melted, raise the heat slightly, bring to the boil and let it simmer away for about 3 hours, stirring occasionally to prevent any sticking to the bottom of the pot.

When the temperature reaches 100 Celsius, watch the pot carefully. The mixture will start boiling furiously up the sides of the pot. Stir to keep it in control. Once the temperature reaches 105 Celsius (jam setting point), remove the pot from the fire, skim off the scum and let it stand for about 10 minutes. Add the brandy. Stir a little to mix in the brandy and distribute the peel. Pour into bottles and screw the lids on tight.

Let it cool overnight. You can either eat it straightaway or let it sit for 2 weeks in a cool, dry place for the flavours to mellow.

Equipment Needed
Stainless steel heavy-bottomed large pot or a Maslin pan
This is important because once the liquid reaches a rolling-boil it will start climbing up the sides of the pot and could flow over the sides. The liquid will be very hot and could cause a terrible burn if not careful.

Sugar thermometer
It is the easiest way to tell that the jam has reached its' setting point.

Glass bottles or jars with lids

I re-use shop-bought jam jars and their lids. Boil some water just before the 3 hour mark while the jam is almost reaching setting point. Pour the boiling water (fresh off the fire) on the jars and lids. Dry off with a clean cloth. Place all the bottles into the microwave on high heat for about 1 minute. Remove and use.

*A note about the online research. There are so many sources to refer to. Too many to remember and mention. It is best to read as many as possible before embarking on jam-making. It's a science of its' own.  Google 'Marmalade' and you'll find them all.



Paris 2010 - After A l'Etoile d'Or

The wallets were stollen in the Metro station before we got to Galeries Lafayette. Then began the  ordeal of making the round of calls to Visa and Mastercard. Then came the long trek to a police station to make the report. Then we headed to Avenue des Champs-Elysees hoping to find the Malaysian Embassy and instead found a kind lady (the Malaysian Trade Comissioner to France no less) who helped us with 50 Euros (which was returned to her friend in Malaysia once I got home). So... I've talked about it after all. Right, now on to the photos.

Opera Bastille

Paris - from the rooftop of Galeries Lafayette

Avenue des Champs-Elysees and the Arc de Triomphe

Louis Vuitton on Champs-Elysees

Paris 2010 - Jardin du Luxembourg

Pictures of the spectacular Jardin du Luxembourg before the camera ran out of battery.

Paris 2010 - The day the wallets were stollen

Yes, this was the day the wallets were stollen (my memory is a little blurry about that day now), but I'm not going to get into that. I'd like not to remember it except for a particlar French policeman who patiently filled-out the police report on my behalf, asked me questions about the incident and gave me some chocolat to make me feel better. It helped that he was cute and didn't laugh at my half-past-six French.

The best part of this day was the morning. When I visited A l'Etoile d'Or for the first time. 

Rue Pierre Fontaine

Moulin Rouge

At A l'Etoile d'Or with Denise Acabo

  



  




Calm after the storm

It has been a tough start to the new year. Between my last post and now, I've been tired and frustrated at work, came close to throwing in the towel and was stricken with dengue. The dengue was the last straw. Things are a lot clearer to me now than ever before. I'm in an oddly calm place these days... which is a bit scary but there's no explaining it.

During the dengue, my taste buds went on a little holiday by themselves. I suppose it was the fever that chased them away or it could have been the medication. They're coming back a few at a time (must have been a lovely holiday place) so I can taste more today than I could a week ago, but it's still not quite there yet.

One of the few things I've been craving since 'our friends' have started coming back is the flavour of orange. It's very odd, but they're the flavour-of-the-month for me right now. I've juiced them, put them into brownies and made cakes with them. Out of the three, my favourite is juicing and drinking the luscious, zesty juice fresh. The other is eating them in this cake.

This is the latest Orange Butter Cake in bad lighting, while I was having some for breakfast. Yes, I eat cake for breakfast. It's called 'having your cake and eating it'.

Now, I've made this cake countless time since discovering the recipe on Ju's website, and in that time I confess, I've not always stayed true to the recipe. I've forgotten to add the salt; used self-raising flour instead because I'd run out of plain flour; dumped all the flour in by mistake on a day I was tired and attention-deficit; added 13 tablespoons of milk instead of the called for 12; used the zest of only 1 orange; used the zest of up to 4 oranges in sudden fit of abundance and the list goes on. I've even found that the orange flavour and colour of the cake changes subtly depending on what variety of oranges you use for the zest. Yet, every single time - despite a difference in texture and flavour - it has yielded a perfectly lush orangey delight.

Here's the recipe, measurements as is on Ju's website, written out the way I usually make it. Ju... a word of thanks from the bottom of my heart for this excellent recipe.

Orange Butter Cake

Adapted from The Little Teochew

195g Plain Flour

1 1/2 teaspoons Baking Powder

1/2 teaspoon Salt

170g Butter, softened

225g Caster Sugar 

1 large Egg, plus 1 large Egg Yolk

1 1/2 tablespoons Orange Zest

12 tablespoons Milk

Grease and line the bottom of a round cake tin (18cm across x 7.5cm high) with butter and baking paper. Sieve Flour and Baking Powder together. Set aside.

Place the Sugar and Orange Zest in a large bowl. Using a regular teaspoon mix and mash the Sugar/Zest together until thoroughly combined. The Sugar should have turned orange when done.

Add the Butter into the Sugar/Zest and beat until pale and fluffy with an electric mixer.

Add in the whole Egg and Egg Yolk into the creamed mixture. Beat only until just combined.

Gently fold the Flour in by hand, alternating with Milk in three batches. Make sure the Flour is completely absorbed into the batter.

Pour the batter into the prepared cake tin and bake at 160 Celsius for about 1 hour or until a skewer poked through the middle of the cake comes out clean.

Let cake sit in the tin for about 20 minutes before unmolding onto a wire rack to continue cooling.

Wait patiently until the cake is completely cool before cutting. It is a delicate textured cake. If you're greedy, love eating warm cake and aren't planning to serve it to guests, go ahead and slice of an end bit to stuff into your mouth once it's on the wire rack like I frequently do. Who cares if the cake looks mutilated after that right?

Paris 2010 - While on walkabout

We were heading somewhere... I cannot quite remember where anymore. I do know we had a bite to eat at a McDonald's (yes, not a very inspired choice in a city filled with culinary delights, but it was convenient) with a rather strange washroom concept. You could only use the washroom if you had bought a meal at the restaurant. The receipt comes with a four-digit code which you key into a panel at the side of the washroom's entrance, 'et voila' the door opens and you can go inside to do your thing.

Anyway, before I digress even further, we went on a bit of a walkabout of the city and these were some of the sights we saw before ending at the Jardin du Luxembourg.

The Sorbonne

The Pantheon

The building facing the Pantheon

Paris 2010 - The bird I thought my mother

Hmmmm yes... I have strange notions about my mother appearing to me in bird form. This is the second time it's happening. The first was just after her passing. I cannot ignore the notion. It doesn't come along with every bird I see... just two... so far.

Paris 2010 - Square Andre Lefevre and the old old church

So we were walking aimlessly and then I saw this old old building. I was sure it was a church, but we had to walk right round it to be sure and yes it was. Though I confess I still have no idea WHAT church it was.

It was hauntingly beautiful. There is perhaps something very reverent about old old churches. Something that cannot be put into words and yet you feel it all around you when you step into one. It's like a living breathing thing that envelopes you so completely, silences your tongue and gives birth to awe.

Paris 2010 - Notre Dame and Charlemagne who gave me a fright

The great Notre Dame de Paris. How do I describe its glory? From intricate stained glass jewels to its sculptures to the little chapels that stand like little alcoves of serenity along the sides of the main area of worship to its magnificent architecture to the haunting echo of the choir during mass and so much more.

The Bird Man is what I think of him as. There he was at the foot of Charlemagne standing quite still feeding the birds. I stood and watched him for awhile. Why? I don't know. I just did.

And this is... Charlemagne the great Frankish king who gave me a fright and made my heart beat wildly out of fear. You can't quite tell from this photo, but he is quite menacing. One look at the expression on his face and you will wonder what it should be like if he suddenly came alive and rode off the platform... and then you'll think - I don't ever want to see that day for he has the look of death upon him.

Looking out onto the waters of the Seine that surround the Ile de la Cite - the centre of Paris - just next to Notre Dame de Paris.

Paris 2010 - The Eiffel Tower at almost dusk

Better late than never I suppose. So here they are. Photos of the Paris I saw, but cannot say I fell in love with like many others. Perhaps it was the stolen wallet, perhaps it was that I didn't quite see the 'romance' in it all or perhaps I was simply tired. I'm not sure, but I do wish to visit again just to make sure Paris and I are/aren't meant for each other.

Built in 1889 by Gustave Eiffel as the entrance arch to the 1889 World's Fair, La Tour Eiffel has since become one of the world's most recognised and visited structures - the symbol of Paris.

Beautiful isn't against the fading blue sky? I didn't get to see the lights that come on after nightfall. It was a long spring day. I chose not to wait in favour of dinner and a warm bed. I did however, manage to sit on the ledge of the water canal and eat some delicious freshly made crepes filled with Nutella.

The other side of the canal.



Lemon Drizzle Cake and hope for a better tomorrow...

Evening

Rainer Maria Rilke

Translated by Stephen Mitchell

The sky puts on the darkening blue coat
held for it by a row of ancient trees;
you watch: and the lands grow distant in your sight,
one journeying to heaven, one that falls;

and leave you, not at home in either one,
not quite so still and dark as the darkened houses,
not calling to eternity with the passion of what becomes
a star each night, and rises;

and leave you (inexpressibly to unravel)
your life, with its immensity and fear,
so that, now bounded, now immeasurable,
it is alternately stone in you and star.

It will be tomorrow in a few hours. I can't say I'm looking forward to it with enthusiasm despite the lovely cakes I've had to tide me over the weekend. I think I will need Edmund again, but we'll see. Perhaps a slice of this for dinner will sort me out.

LEMON DRIZZLE CAKE

Adapted from BBCGoodFood

250g Butter, softened and a little kept aside to butter the cake tin

225g Caster Sugar

3 Lemons, zested and juiced

Vanilla Beans from 1 Vanilla Pod

4 large Eggs

200g Self-Raising Flour

1 teaspoon Baking Powder

50g Ground Almonds

Icing Sugar

Grease and line a 20cm round loose-bottomed cake tin.

Sieve Flour, Ground Almonds and Baking Powder together. Set aside. Cream Butter, Sugar, Vanilla and three-quarters of the Lemon Zest with an electric mixer until pale and fluffy. Beat in Eggs one by one, beating well after each addition. Fold in the Flour mixture gently by hand until just combined. Give the batter a quick mix with the electric beaters (5 - 7 seconds). Fold in three-quarters of the Lemon Juice gently by hand until completely absorbed into the batter. Pour batter into the prepared tin and bake at 150 Celsius until a skewer inserted into the centre comes out clean.

While the cake is baking, mix the reserved Lemon Juice with enough sieved Icing Sugar to get a thick, white, spreadable icing. The icing should not be too runny. Pour the icing over the just baked cake and place it back in the oven for about 5 minutes to dry a little. Remove from the oven and let the cake cool completely. The icing will form a thin crust on top of the cake. Sprinkle with reserved Lemon Zest and serve.

Notes

• I used a smaller round cake tin and cupcake cases instead of a 20cm round cake tin.
• I also accidentally left the cake in with the icing a little too long so it started bubbling and made a bit of a mess on the oven floor. This idea (not the mess!) is from Tamami. If you click on the link, you will see that she has given step-by-step instructions on how to get the perfect shiny set icing. I'm of course, a half-past-six baker so I simply mixed and did.
• And yes, I have tried Jamie Oliver's recipe for the same cake. It's a lovely cake by itself. It's got a more full-on mouth-puckering lemon flavour going for it as well as syrup poured in and an icing on top, but I found the poppyseeds distracting.
• I much prefer this cake. The flavour is more elegant and nothing distracts from the moist lemony crumb. Perfect with a cup of hot tea.